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Kalau luka pisau tak sembuh dari rasa sakit dan nyeri, coba kau basuh dengan segelas air garam yang dikumurkan dekat gigi geraham yang berlubang. Kalau masih tak sembuh dari rasa iritasi dan gatal, cepat panggil pacarmu agar membawa kijang yang bisa ngebut sampai di rumah mantri atau dukun yang sakti di kota sebelah. Kalau luka itu, belum juga terbakar di dalam jeritan yang sepi, jalanmu yang berdampingan dengan sebuah toko rangkaian bunga yang ditulisi “kami sedang berduka dengan nyanyian” akan penuh besok pagi. Salah satu di antara mereka adalah dirimu sendiri. Diri yang ditinggal sepotong daging dengan ucapan “sampai bertemu lain kali”.

2011

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