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Today I was sad a little bit. I wept for several hours. Then, I read Quran, the only thing that could distract me from streaming the tears. I was exhausted.  I nearly skipped my dinner and drank less water. But I remember I could get reflux if I did it, I'll recover for a long time. I looked myself through the mirror. Damn, I looked terribly miserable, the look I loathed since I paid more to take care of myself. I question who I am, is this what I wanna be and do till rest of my life. I prayed to Allah to always guide me, shower me with love, and grant me peace and contentment.  So I gather my remaining energy to eat dinner, drink more water, and take shower. I was happy since today I was able to buy cute hair accessories, colorful, come with different size, with pattern and different fabric each.  I also bought coconut body butter. It smells good and softening. So I unboxed some of the hair clip. I chose the purple one, it worked by making me looked better. I put it on w...