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WAHANA BERMAIN


dunia adalah permainan roda putar
memuat ketidakpastian
simtom kekacauan dan keteraturan
takdir kita seperti dapat digadaikan di sana
atau ditukar dengan beberapa jackpot 
dan tiket permainan lain

di akhir pekan yang bertahan sekejap
kita masih saja kanak-kanak
menggemari kebahagiaan
mengeluhkan kesedihan yang datang lebih awal
sambil berlama-lama memaku diri
dalam lubang-lubang pesakitan
terjerumus di dasarnya
bertahun-tahun membusuk dan terurai sia-sia

namun dunia tidak semudah itu
pada dimensi lain
tidak seperti hubungan oposisi biner
selepas terik akan menjadi teduh
atau sebaliknya

lebih besar lagi
dunia adalah taman bermain
mencakup semua jiwa yang penuh
kehidupan yang sering gagal
dan pilihan-pilihan yang fatal

dunia adalah taman bermain
taman paling baik untuk mengabadikan keterasingan
menceburkan diri di antara keramaian
tersesat hingga pada akhirnya tak pernah kembali

Jekardah, March 2019
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