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Berjalan di Kelopak Mata

-Ganz

(akan seperti apakah perut hidup yang berpuisi itu?
mungkin kataku
dan kau?)

kerikil yang menggugus di halaman telah lama menjadi dingin, saat bulan menutup kornea malam dan membuka tubuhnya untuk dilapangkan bahwa malam adalah langit paling ganas.

seketika orangorang dengan rangkaian bunga di telinganya mencoba terbang dengan kaki, lalu seperti apakah mereka merajut bulu dengan jarum dari sebuah cerita ayam dan elang.

di situlah bayangan dikukuhkan. dan ketika ia sampai pada puncak altar, seluruh tubuh akhirnya setengah melingkar. dalam tengadah terbalik : ribuan mantra yang tersimpan di bawah laci lidah dirapalkan

dengan sedikit kidung yang terasing, lalu hendak dipejamkan di mana mata. hendah ditenggelamkan di mana kornea

alis yang tumbuh menanjak di setiap kening waktu: serupa kita yang hendak terbang. mengendapkan beberapa langkah di jembatanmata. hingga menjadi dada langit yang mengapungkan waktu. dan malam : berjalan di kelopak mata


palembang, 2009-2010

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