Act of Service

Several times I asked my fiance why he rarely gave me flowers, chocolate, cake, and other things related to sweet things linked to Valentine's Day. And I think I got the answer now. I love to observe people, even somehow my awareness gone with no trace lol. I think it was rooted from his culture as well. He's patient enough to do house chores even if he had a lot to prepare for his works. Several times I went to his house, and I was amazed by how clean and neat it was. He has no housekeeper to assist him doing those stuff, he did it by himself. Tried to wipe my finger on his cabinet or tv, and I found nothing. You know, when we cooked together, he didn't ask and force me to help. He needed me to just watch him dancing while cooking, listen to him singing song he composed by himself, and to show off how he seasoned the food so it would taste incredibly delicious. He also taught me how to take care of white blouse and T-shirt effortlessly. Unfortunately, since I had a lot on my plate, he helped me to wash all those white thingy. What else? Many more... When we planned to cook, he always ended-up cooking the food for us. When we had movie time, he's the one who prepared the food especially from the scratch. He would pay attention to the nutrition we would take e.g., fruits, veggies, protein from meat and beans, carbs from rice - wheat - bread - cassava - yam - plantain - corn. He also helped me to prepare my lunch bento and sent it to my office. 

Dear Daddy K, thank you for these memorable things, it might seem small but for me it matters. Anw, we have a project that once we begin our journey as a family, we would drink jamu every day, eat more fruits (since I'm not really into it and I'm a fruit-picky-eater), and share more blessings every Friday to those in needs. Insya Allah. 

Bisous xoxo

Dear my future husband, I know you would read this one day. I know you would smile while reading this posting. Make sure it would keep your heart warm. And let me tell you a thing. I would appreciate when you present me something as a gift. But your presence means more, not only for me, but also for our family. That's what I learned from my father. His presence becomes one of the biggest supports that teach me about not to quit. I am tough, but I found peace when I'm courageous enough to show my sensibility and vulnerability. That's why I wept a lot. You love me, then accept me for who I am lol. Love alone is insufficient right.

Btw Daddy, once we have our junior, I know you would be the one who met their teachers for parents teachers meeting. What about me? I would wait for you in the library lol. Why? Alright lemme tell you a thing. In my family, my father would always be the first one who took care of the school needs. He's a working Dad, but he still managed to do PTC at school. What about my Mum? She tried once and it was enough to create a problem with my teachers. It wasn't a fun memory. So maybe your presence at their school will be better compare to mine.