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Kususuri rambutmu
dan jalanan yang mulai sepi
sebelum malam
Tiap helainya bergetar dan ikal

Di atas dadaku
Kedua matamu terbenam
Kau bertanya padaku,
"Apa yang lebih dingin
dari tembok di kamar
yang kerap kita pukuli ketika kesal
kemudian bersandar
di salah satu sisinya,
sambil membayangkan
jalanan ramai kembali
dipenuhi keringat dan pejalan kaki,
kemacetan juga puisi?"

Seperti sebuah pesta
Di dalamnya orang menari,
berteriak, meminum minuman
yang tak dijual secara bebas
bahkan berciuman

Lalu apa yang dapat kubeli
ketika sudah gelap?
rum yang menyengat
dari dalam kulkas
atau pengalaman puitis
yang berhamburan di hadapan
ketika cahaya ilahiah merambat pelan
sambil menyodorkan keindahan karya seni?

"Datanglah sayang!
Bersamaku menghitung
berapa potong sosis yang tersisa
di tengah meja makan
lalu memungut
dan menjualnya
untuk beberapa potong sosis yang lain
dan seliter susu campuran
sebagai manifestasi pesakitan"


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