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Ketika di tembok segalanya kosong
Dan memutih
Kusematkan ketabahan paling dalam
Dada yang terhempas di atas pasang surut
Iga-iga yang berkarat
Otot yang meranum
Dan kepala yang berulang kali terbentur pada ciuman perpisahan
Tidak semanis lolipop
Ini februari
Akankah sama seperti november kemarin

Menabur bunga di sepanjang jalan
Menuju rumahmu, getir luka seperti terbangun

Katamu
Kita sudah siap menyendiri
Memeluk kebisingan yang sebentar lagi mengambang dalam ingatan
Maka biarkan ia menyebar
Menuntun urat nadimu
Belajar untuk melepaskan
Menyambut yang hendak pergi
Sebab semesta
Tempat sebaik-baiknya kau kembali

Segalanya masih dingin
Kupecahkan satu-persatu yang mengkristal
Di tengah garis edar bumi
Ada yang mengental di udara
Senja tinggal separuh
Seolah berusaha memahami rahasia
Sepasang mata yang sembab
Melebur dalam gerimis
Dan doa

Jekardah, February 2019

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