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Mantras

Lately I've been thinking about me being so dependent to my Creator, Allah. Prayers for me are a constant dialog between me and Him. Allah for me is everything. He has the role as parents to me, a psychologist, a friend, a leader, a brother and a sister, a colleague, a teacher, a lover, a neighbor, a business partner, a peer in a class, a good listener, and many more. Whenever I face challenges, I will treat myself like a spoiled girl talking to Him, begging for His guidance and support that I couldn't do it by myself. It doesn't stop here, I also wanna be greedy in terms of begging to grant me unceasing blessings.


In this dialogue, I've learned that praising Allah is parts of the dialogue. So, not only taking prayers five times a day, but also to treat myself better in each day. By reciting prayers/mantras , I do believe it would become energy, not only to wash away the fatigue but also boost the awareness that I'm capable to bounce back.


So these are the main prayers I will always do especially before doing my routines. It means magic to me. Sorry, please, and thank you have a profound meaning. Sorry means a reminder that I will always make mistakes and treat myself unfairly, choose the wrong decisions, fail to achieve the goals, disappoint people, showing the impatience, consumed by anger, show the superiority, take things for granted, and many more. Please signifies I need people. It sounds impossible for me to just live and do things alone. I need people to build a good teamwork and I need Allah for His guidance of life. I put aside my ego and let go of the pride to surrender, so that I could walk on the right path. And thank you indicates I accept the kindness, the abundance, the blessings, the gratitude, the love and affection, and the rizqi. Thank you is one of the keys to multiply the contentment, the self-love that life is a gift and I have responsibility to take good care of it. Insya Allah it will be everlasting. 


Prayers or mantras itself lead us to a journey, the journey for those who contemplate, for those who sacrifice, for those who surrender. Prayers or mantras are for the peace.


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