Whatever I did in the past, it doesn't define who I am, it doesn't define my future as well. I know what I did in the past was wrong, what I don't know is that it affects the life and trust of my beloved ones, especially my partner. But I also attempt not to quit fixing what I can fix by now and so on. And oh, I choose him sincerely with all of my heart and soul. I consciously want to live my life and choice fully. I insist. I do believe that universe conspires in making this comes true. I love him no matter what and even if. May he knows how deep my love is, and may he knows how pure it is.
There will always be the first time for everyone. The first time to hear, the first time to feel, the first time to move, the first time to breathe and cry, the first time to drink, the first time to eat, the first time to respond, the first time to play, the first time to play together and solve the very own problem, the first time to enter school, the first time to teach, the first time to talk and engage with numerous audience, the first to be and do anything. . .till it becomes one day. . .the thing that was hard and challenging, could become a piece of cake. It takes courage, it takes sweat and tears, it takes sleepless nights, it takes restless days, it takes commitment, it takes everything. Maybe it takes your happiness away either. It may seem scary and it may seem crazy. It requires self and stress management. I always have choices amongst these options. I commence to reflect. Back then, I love to compare people, wether it would be worth it or not at all. I compare A to B...
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