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Life is Wonderful

I thank everyone who comes into my life. I believe our meeting is neither unexpected nor coincidence. It is designed by the Universe in devine timing. The chapters of life seems colorful and they celebrate my existence. If they were books, they would be my go-to book to read, wherever I'd go. 


Today is a wonderful day. I could meet my man (the picky eater who fonds of lamb meat, oil based liquid soap and lotion, who's good at maintaining fabrics that are white, who never woke me up when I was sleeping even when he rang me and noticed the phone call would wake me up, he would say sorry and let me hit the hay again, who never let me sleep late, who respects my opinion and listen without judging, who displays peace even when we had hard convos, who shared his dreams for us, who lend me his ears when I need someone to talk to, who's always excited to welcome my parents for silaturrahmi), I meet my boss at the gym (she spent time at the gym for swimming with her family, she called my name several times till I notice it was her, you know my eyes ain't my best camarad to spot people in public space), I met one of my neighbors (anw he was more than 10 meters away from me when he waved and called my name and just realized he sometimes kept his car improperly in the car port so please Mr, do your best to not blocking people's house gate), and a good friend of mine who tried to make self-made soap for those with sensitive skin but still in trial error process, he promised to send me the sample after the one month curing process, it means I will be able to try it next year in January.


And anw, I appreciate myself who decided willingly to rest during the weekend. Only some paper work and 2 online classes were enough. I spent my time by consuming herbal drink and more protein especially from the red meat. I'm free from being guilty, I started to learn to allow myself to breathe, sit, and do nothing. I surrender only to Allah, who rule my life and own my death. Ya Allah, It must be You who save me even when I didn't inquire a prayer. But then how it could be possible to not have a constant dialogue with You? Alhamdulillahirobbil'alamiin.

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