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Ready For October

Welcoming October with peace, tranquility, new hope with a better agony and willingness to be the better version of myself every single day, with love, awakening, and justice. Bismillah. The only thing I know about myself is that I'm tough enough to dive deeper for something much bigger. 


Yesterday on Monday I complete the intensive workshop and final practical exam, and I pass. I vividly remember how i react after my examiners officially announced the results, they told me I can go and make a move. Learning is a playground time for me, it's a refreshment moment to reflect and design things new not only for me but at least for my teaching team and the community where I'm living with. So I shout merrily, hugging everyone there and trust me, it wasn't a piece of cake to step out of the class. I could recall the smell of the materials and their spirit will always be kept in my mind, heart, and soul. I'll be having my final written exam next year, when the long winter is over. Wish me luck!


Anw, in my batch I was able to get to know more friends from gorgeous Universities, especially they're graduated from Oxford University, from one of universities in Germany, from NUS, from Australia. The trainer thought I'm taking my MBA now since they greeted me, "Hello my Master friend, how's life going?" I was kind of surprised and well I think I would start to manifest my MBA from now on. Amen. Allah will guide me to the best place to learn and enrich my knowledge from the expertise.


I thank Allah for everything. He grant me a great support system from my family, my one and only man, my classmates, my mentors, my colleagues and boss who allowed me to make this journey fruitful and colorful. I cannot wait to have the next project with you guys. Love you to the moon and back. 


And to my dearest man, happy one year anniversary. Let's walk hand in hand again and again. Just to know that Allah will always guide us. Amen 🤍 and you know who reminded me of this special day? It was my Dad. Love you Dadda 💐 you mean the world to me.

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