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May I Sleep in Peace

I dated someone years back then. He thought he was cool. Then this guy got along with one of my friends. One day he commented on one of my feeds and said, "this one looks good." At that time I thought it was the pictures that was taken by me that looked good but it wasn't. In fact it was the one captured by my camera. 


Then the next one was when I did a deep talk with him and suddenly my friend rang me but my ex insisted to pick it up. I asked him why, then he responded, "if it's a pretty gurl ringing you, why not?" Lol, thank God I managed to ditch him from my life. You think you're cool, no you're not. Go marinate yourself with all your delusional imaginations and get lost. 


Shits happened, but that's alright if it's needed to value someone's quality. If they showed too many red flags, as soon as possible I had to decide to walk forward and never look back or stay on the same spot and left behind. The major thing I did now was I chose not to eliminate these two people portraits on my feed for I simply value the feeds as an art. I invested my time to capture many things to sharpen my sensitivity. I thank God it's over.

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