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Untuk seorang diri dari masing-masing kita yang hampir hilang pada diskusi saat itu, pejamkan sebentar saja mata dan lebarkan sedikit saja tangan kita. barangkali kita akan mendapati seluas pandang padang hijau-putih dan rumah yang terjamah oleh pendoa. Mereka khusuk melayangkan rapalan tersulit dan yang kita butuhkan bukan sekadar kamus bahasa asing untuk mampu membacanya.

Cukupkah kita cuma diam sambil melihat ke arah luar? pemandangan yang lain di sana bukannya sama saja seperti nanar mata kosong tangis anak yang terlentang menggapai dada ibunya?






 LUJAH


Halle, anak itu sudah besar. Kamu tahu jalan mana yang sering ditempuhnya saat pulang sekolah? Ah tapi kamu pasti bilang hanya Tuhan yang tahu. tuhan yang terjaga memonitori kita saat semua kehidupan bukan lagi sebuah pesta.
Anak itu anak yang menyebut tubuhnya pohon. Ibu bapaknya dianggap Tuhan yang mengatur garis-garis kelahiran di tanggannya. Anak yang melupakan semua kesenangan, getir anggur saat panen, juga limbung pada seloki minuman dingin. Anak itu yang dibiarkan diberi nama Lujah oleh Tuhannya barangkali cuma bisa ketawa lewat tenggorokannya.



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