Opening A New Gate

Dear baby K, this time I'm no longer call you baby K. I am thankful for the love, harsh journey, rollercoaster feelings, hard conversation, sincere understanding we still and will always build, and you've become my daddy K ever since. Yesterday became one of the best moments in my life to acknowledge your visa approved and congratulations, the flight and your master awaits you already. You deserve it. I still remember back in 18 months ago, you came to me with unhappy face telling me your plan, but at the same time you're afraid that we won't walk hand in hand that far. Daddy K, thank you for being the pillar when the inate storms hitting us. It was just last month I wept a lot with tons of disappointment and seeing myself as a failure, but what amazed me the most was that you didn't even shaking. You kept standing strong and convinced me over and over we'll be fine together insya Allah. I thank you for never giving up on me, on yourself, and on us. I can feel the love in every single second of my life, and at the same time, I am content that I'm able to surrender to Allah for everything we will have in the future. Your eyes and smile lights and warms my heart. It gave me not only peace, but also courage that it's ok to fall 1000 times, but I will rise for 1001 times. You're already few step ahead from me, Alhamdulillah. It inspires me to grow and develop as a better person with the better version of herself. I know challenges are challenging, but in this relationship and togetherness, we will keep doing the best for us. Bismillah. It's tiring, but we'll never know until we try. No pain, no gain.

P.S. I will be waiting for you and I know you will come back and be a greater person, man, partner, friend, confidant, brother, hubby and father in the future. At the same time, I will also fulfill my obligation to sail further with one purpose, that we will be able to walk hand in hand, side to side, and close to each other. Let's have walks to remember, Daddy K.