Dum Medium Silentium

Dear October, I'm sure irrevocably this is going to be the great time for me to step out of my comfort zone, to be gentle to myself, to be friend with positive self-love, to increase my self-awareness, to heal the inner-child wound, to stay stronger and blessed even on the stormy days, to seek help for a better recovery, to move on yet I'm not in a hurry, to let go of things that I loved, and to welcome the greater energy in order to gain more zeal and spirit to live my life fully, to be open-minded, to meet people with different perspective, to be friends with great people, to pursue my dreams and give it a chance to become the parts of my journey, to learn new skills, to set new goals, to be more discipline, to work smarter, to be healthier with healthy lifestyle, to be more loving, passionate, and genuine, to progress, to be more calculative and selective in choosing my arena, to drink milk everyday, to get enough sleep everyday, to worry less, to trust more myself, God, and

Read Pukul 12 malam Aku belum menarik gorden  Lampu masih menyala di luar Kota ini tetap sibuk Ia bergadang berhari-hari  Meski tak ada yang bertanya Sehatkah langitnya hari ini Sebelum tidur Aku terbaring menghadap sebuah ruangan dengan kaca setinggi tubuhmu Air dari shower mengucur Tapi katamu tak akan sampai melukai pundak Aku menoleh ke jendela sekali lagi Dan kau menjulurkan tangan yang kekar Aku menunggu hujan di luar reda Agar jelas terdengar detak jantungmu  Aku tidak ingin benar-benar terpejam Sebab menjelang pagi begitu cemburu Sampai fajar terbit lebih awal Dan menghisap sisa kantukku Tapi aku tidak akan kemana-mana Kecuali mendekam di pelukanmu saja. Jakarta, Dec 28