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Let's Take Care of Ourselves

I found out I enjoy munching sweet snacks. I wasn't a big fan of it, but lately each time I tasted cookies, banana fritters, or other Indonesia sweet snacks, mouthwatering was the first impression my brain translated. Until I tried to neutralize one with sugar free tea, it helped me not to feel guilty a lot. It was a bit uneasy to control the intake since the works sometimes overwhelmed me. My number one assignment now is not to avoid the stress, but to regulate the stress. It's been a long time I didn't have respiratory system problems since the COVID era, now it seemed to keep coming regularly especially when I ate spicy food. It would provoke the shortness of breath and sore throat that led to asthma. Even when I had to rest at night, I didn't sleep tight. I tried to consume more of protein from red meat in particular, it still seemed hard to maintain the health nowadays. Only Allah would take care of me after I attempted my utmost to take a good care of myself. Insy
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Flowery and Pinky

It wasn't my first time to wear this dress but since this week's topic was about flower, so everyone in the school wore flowery dress or t-shirt. I decided to wear the pinky dress with flowery notes on it. What made today was special? I'm gonna be honest. Luv, one of my student, she told me I looked totally amazing today. One of my colleagues, when she was in scurry to go back to her classroom, she stopped her footsteps and looked at me for awhile. She came closer to me to say I looked great. She loved the details attached onto mine. Then, when I was about to surprise my school coordinator for her birthday, some of my colleagues gave me credits and stated I looked sweet. And the last but not the least, one of my students' grandma told that I looked awesome wearing this dress and she smiled sincerely. Women support women has its own best power to boost my contentment. Being complimented by men made me happy, but by women I felt it meant the world to me. As women, we ain&

P u l a n g

Ada yang tak bisa kusebutkan hari ini Lelahku menjadi sukur  Aku bercermin melalui kaca yang berombak dengan perasaan tenang Hari-hari kupikul beban di sepanjang jalan menuju rumah, kantor, taman bermain, toko buku, restoran Jepang, taman kanak-kanak, juga keimigrasian Aku berjalan di atas sajadah dengan melapangkan dadaku, menundukkan kepalaku dalam sujud Lalu kucium bumi yang harum aroma hujan Sebab aku hendak bertemu Engkau Mungkin akan Kau dapati betapa waktu begitu kusut tanpa ketabahan Aku ingin memegangmu, mengatakan laut yang dalam tidak putus asa memberi makan para nelayan Juga api yang berkilatan di tengah hutan pada akhirnya membikin tanah bernutrisi tinggi untuk kehidupan baru yang didaur ulang berkali-kali Aku pulang, Sayang

Twentieth October

Today could become one of finest day in my life. 20th October is Alex's and Nia's birthday. They celebrated their happy moments humbly. I really loved to see they're growing and becoming more playful. This was also the first time they had a video call with Kelvin. Alex is sort of a coy boy since his English is not yet good. But at the end, he could show his smile to Kelvin to just say hi. Few months back then, he was that enthusiastic to call 'Uncle Kelvin', that's how he called Kelvin. I just wonder what Alex would do and really want to spot his first impression to meet Kelvin for the first time later. Anyways, happiest birthday to Alex and Nia. You guys are amazing souls with gorgeous spirits. I truly miss you guys. There will be great days for all of us to gather, sharing nice moments, laughter out loud, cooking and enjoying good food, and discussing about plans for the family. Not only celebrating the birthday, Kelvin and I had 2 online IELTS classes. This w

Black and White Satnite

So last Saturday, my boyfriend and I had a satnite date. He didn't let me know what he wore and how he dressed up. Until he got off the car, I noticed we both wore black and white outfits. We both wearing white tops, he put on his linen shirt and I put on my white oversized t-shirt. Then, he put his black jeans on and I put on my black mini skirt (a bit shimmering since the materials were the blend of leather, spandex, and polyester). Awn, we also put on our black footwear. He had his black sport shoes while I had my black high heels on. When he came closer to me, I vividly remember that he grabbed and kissed my hand gently. I received his compliment with excitement and contentment. He said, "You look more and more beautiful, Mi Amor."  Merci beaucoup, Mon amour.  The credit goes to my Grandma and Mom 🤍

Little Things That Matter

I often feel it was so hurtful to taste bitter things with people I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Then I realized, when I looked back, I was also the pain, the bitterness, the wound for lots of people. Maybe one day, sooner or later, each of us will grow up, be a better version of ourselves, no more victim mindset, no more blaming, no more hurting. Sooner or later, when we meet, we have forgiven, put aside all the drama, pride, and ego. We're only human, the miniscule spot in an enormous and infinite universe. Let's heal from all chaos, let's live a better life presently, now, at this moment, so when we look back in the future, it would be a good memory, a walk to remember. Let's be more into peace. Let's celebrate more enjoyment. Let's weep for contentment that lies within our mind, heart, and soul. For loving is eternity. Let's stay sane and healthy too. Let's learn to love as human, from human, for human.  It was so touching to have

What Makes Me Human

I pray, I think, I write, I decide, I execute, I bounce back, I change, I study, I create, I lead, I share, I teach, I support, I shine, I smile, I love, I appreciate, I learn to rest, I shop, I dress well, I speak with clear intention, I listen, I work collaboratively, I stick to commitment, I receive abundance, I live fully - gracefully - peacefully, I believe, I am healed, I put empathy and sympathy, repeat, therefore I am. What the hands do, the mind remembers.